Anyone heard of HPD? Histrionic personality disorder?
Histrionic personality disorder.
I’m about 90% sure that’s what I have from just researching on the Internet. I understand that self diagnosing isn’t too smart..but I don’t have insurance.. So I don’t know what else to do.
I just read all the synptoms and it sounds like me to a T.
I get bored VERY easily
I have always craved attention.. Usually from men… I am 26,but since I was a teenager I’d always pheen attention from guys! I’ve NEVER had a bunch if GIRL friends, always the boys/guys… Still that’s how it is to this day.
I always dress slutty and love when guys honk at me or whistle.. I like crave it.
I dated a 42 year old and was always doing drugs/drinking with him and didnt leave for 10 months cause the positive attention/party type life that I never got bored of. I finally dumped him when he went to prison and he wasn’t around to give me attention.. But it took 1 week and I felt like I had fallen in love again.. With a traveling carnival guy who was then giving me that same attention.. I actually craved it so much, I uprooted my life and went on the road with the carnival with him… And went back home after a year cause he got severely abusive.
I am now dating a guy I’ve been with for 16 months.. First 6 months were again, amazing!!!! But, He isn’t the drug/drinking type.. He bought us a house and gives me the world.. But for whatever reason, I’m
Craving that party life/attention from scum bags again!! Always having sexual fantasies with other guys.. (my ex’s) Always wanting to spend money and get pets because that’s what makes me happy these days. Still wanting to dress slutty for the guys to honk and whistle at me.
I also always am wanting sympathy!! I’ve tried to break my arm on purpose so I get attention in the ER and from a cast on my arm!
With guys, I also at first act childish,, suck my thumb,whimper,and become clingy.. Wanting to hear them say “Awww, it’s ok baby” “shhhh”
Help!!! What does this all mean?!!